Yay! I love staying home from school. I have so much time! I did my trig homework with out having to sit through that hour and half and I like making things up with my english teacher and german doesnt really matter. <--That was just to make myself feel better about missing two 4 block days of school.

We all love prince!

I didn't notice how incredibly pink it was in here...well it's not horribly bad.

Oh yeah, I'm alive too... 

I got sort of carried away...

You are Ecstasy (aka: MDMA, XTC, adam...). You are
confused, you need everybody's support to feel
secure, you like to be around people, you have
your own fantasy world you run to every time
you feel helpless. You are classified as class
(A and B) illegal drugs.

What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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Which Incredibles Character Are You?
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~*~Innocent/Childlike~*~ You are beautiful because of the pure, sensitive,
good hearted, unexperienced vibe you give out.
You most likely haven't done much such as sex,
drugs , and alcohol. If you have you were
probably just experimenting out of pure
curiousity. Your curiousness may lead to danger
if you cannot control it! People like to be
around you because of your young personality.
You like to have fun and be happy. You are well
liked by most people but some may find you
slightly immature. Don't let people bring you
down, for you are a wonderful and beautiful
person! Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana

You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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Your Gothic... Maybe even a bit Vampyric... Your
very sensitive, sometimes you can be outgoing
in your own population. Your sometimes Lonely,
but when your alone your much happier. If your
suicidal, it's okay, because your the kewlest
person I know!....well don't actually know you
but yeah! Write me and Tell Me if you picked
Napoleon or Ron!

Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
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what?!!?! gothic? ha!

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.

Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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You hide behind The Shadow Mask, you don't like to
be in the spot light, you like to hide from
everybody and just be alone, you think you put
yourself in this position with your own will
but the truth is that people made you go there,
you don't trust people any more though inside
you there is a voice screaming to go out and
see the light, you look for some one who
understands the real you, some one loves you
unconditionally, if you were looking for some
one to talk to, i'm all ears.

What kind of masks you hide behind? (i added pix)
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I thought most of the pics were too big...haha. I think that you have had enough...for now...

Synchronize your watches
Cos the party's just begun
He holds the gun
Close to the temple
Of his lovely
One and only
Foaming from the balcony
No one's listening in
We all tune out froth off and pull the blinds
It's all been done before
He's kicking crap across the floor
He's kicking her across the floor
He's kicking walls and windows, closet doors

All the next day nurses cry out
What's the deal now what the hell
He'll smile and say politely
Just an accident, she fell
She surely falls a lot

I found that an odd song to find on my playlist...where did that come from?

You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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I thought it was time for a quiz since I don't have much else to say.

That is very very interesting...

I wouldn't kill any one...

Last day of March. I'll be driving...never.

Everything is good now.

every thing is grand

new orleans! marvalous! 

...no im not rubbing it in!

I showed auddie disco king and I think she may have enjoyed it, I really couldn't tell but since I am cool she liked it.

I went to the orphiuem lobby for dinner on my birthday and then I went and saw 42nd street at the O center...my aunts office is right across from it so it was great. She has the best parking spot. My grandparent's entertained me with their Dutch. There was lots of dancing in the show, and singing and colors and expensive stuff. Amazing...it was very very good. It isn't really that bad of a place when you are in the 3rd row. My aunt had gone there 3 times this week...I can't imagine having so much money. She hardly ever works any more it seems, she is always in some other country or spending money on things here.

The musical shows started and it went okay, I enjoyed it. Rachel got me the cd for my birthday...thanks a lot Rachel. I can't figure out if I am serious or not. I'll decide after it is over. I am guessing Rachel would like me to burn it for her, maybe that was the point. If you are Rachel then tell me. I'd love to. I should add some of my own songs on there too...right in the middle to scare you off.

Work was interesting tonight...I'm in trouble. Lunch was weird today too, just try to block those things out of your memory. It has happened oh so many times before. I just can not control my self. It runs in my family. No idea what I am talking about...correct?

I have some pretty good cake. Auddie agrees.

And I could keep going but I decided that for the well being of my journal I should stop. It is almost two in the morning. I thought that I should put something in here, I did last year to tell people about my birthday. Laura Stoffel, a girl on my Cross Country team came into my work today and I told her happy birthday and she freaked out and kept asking how I knew but I remember things like that.

My birthday horoscope last year said that I shouldnt procrastinate (in my 16th year) and this time (for my 17th year) I don't remember what it said but I know it was bad sounding, I really didn't like it. Saying but year I am on makes me seem a lot older. I need to schedual my drivers test. I am getting worried about a lot of things again, I am feeling behind. I need another fresh start before I lose my cool again. (lose my cool, haha)

I guess I did decide to keep going.